january – started the year with the most wonderful person in the whole world, got a job offer

february – enjoyed last few days of unemployment, started new job, had ovarian cyst removed, same day, sister died

march – finding footing at new job, really like it, home for memorial, chaos

april – eclipse, babysitting this cute chubby baby, got some jeans i love, walked length of manhattan, oh word people are being brutalized across the country for standing against genocide and i have to go to this 9-5

may – celebrated matt’s bday, mom came to visit, bittersweet, Penn reunion, show matt the cape, he meets steve, they get along so well

june – june was good, time with friends, time on cape, unpacked gwyneth’s stuff, that was hard, but then mom took me shopping for a wedding guest dress and called me skinny so that’s cool

july – july 4 on cape, kinda losing mind working from home but enjoying summer fridays, went to a conference about my chronic illness that was depressing asfuh but at least i dressed cute, tried to have a night out like og nyc Sage days and it just… idk if it will ever be achieved again and idk if thats a bad thing

august – beer olympics… fun, but… i am too old for this, mental crisis about how i have far outgrown some things…why am i working at camp during my time off…, birthday

september – zoo, dinner party, some bad habits picking up again…elle gets tattoo for g

october – baking era aggressively in gear, wedding in napa! so pretty and fun but also i got sick which was sad and unusual for me… out for a week, halloween

november – election, sick for thanksgiving… same as october, scary, feel amazing for one day and then deep depresso

december – trudging along to reach winter break, get sick, hospitalized, get out, go back to california, sick again on nye, spend first week of jan in hospital and then everything was on fire